“I’ll never know…what makes this man…with all the love…that his heart can stand”
I guess we'll never know...
Verdictless Life
BARE
BARE…is a topless pool. I am a good friend with a bartender down there and she invited me to have drinks today. Craziest shit ever. Had a millionaire buy me two rounds of drinks. Had 3 strippers talking to me and invited me out to Spearmint Rhino tonight where they worked (red flags everywhere lol). Met a promoter that thought I was a cool dude and told me to hit him up if I ever want to go out and he’ll comp me a bottle (fuck yeah). And finally saw chicks just walking around topless. By the way didn’t know it was a topless pool until I asked someone how the fuck these girls get away with this and he was like dude its a topless pool O.o. Cha Ching! And then to sum up the day at El Segundo with beautiful Cindy, I couldn’t ask for more. Especially when I was supposed to work today and my boss calls at 4:30am to tell me I don’t have to come in. Hell yes awesome day (finally)!
Good People
I learned a lesson from an airman today. (Side note: its awesome to learn from some of your subordinates.) Anyways. Today we were talking and I was asked about an opinion of a guy and his performance and my reply was “Well he is a good dude” and my subordinate said “You’re being nice, the dude sucks”, I retorted with “No, he is alright”. He then explained to me, “If all you can say about someone is that they are a good person, all that truly means is there is nothing that stratifies them among their peers and the only thing they have going for them is “They are a good person”. It hit me straight in the chest and I was like “Shit this dude is right!” I hope that when people talk about me they don’t just say “He’s a good person”. I hope they list my qualities and strengths and ultimately tell people how I stratify myself among my peers. I wish more people would think like this but unfortunately society has let us get away with “Just being a GOOD PERSON”. O.o
I can only help and care for you if you let me. If you keep pushing me away I’m not going to chase you. I will only extend my arm as far as it will reach. If you want me to be there for you, you have to grab my hand. If not I understand but I’m going to go my own way.
October Extravaganza
Holy crap October is going to be awesome as long as I have enough money. so October 1st - Rise Against playing at the Hard Rock…October 6th - TOUGH MUDDER (paid for)…October 14th - Trip to San Francisco to watch the 49ers play. I can’t wait.
Tron Mayer! lmao the shit people come up with.
Intellectual Stimulation
I don’t know what it is with me but Intellectual Stimulation is huge for me. Don’t get me wrong I am still physically stimulated by woman but when a woman intellectually stimulates me…I am just blown away. I had some great conversations with a girl I met this weekend at a bar and I was like this is amazing to find a girl my age that is educated in so many different areas and was even making me think about some of the stuff I believed in (extremely rare that anyone does that). So after talking to her and having drinks she ends up blowing it all. She tells me she is high and asked me if I wanted to go out to the car with her and “blaze it up”…NOOOOOOO! Damnit so close. It is amazing though, because normally I would say well good game its been nice knowing you, but I am no longer interested. I mean, we can be friends or whatever but I’m just done with trying to pursue you. Anyways we ended up hanging out another night and again, great conversation and we had some heated debates. I don’t know what it is but when a girl argues with me or has a intelligent debate with me, it extremely turns me on. I don’t know why but I am so intrigued by her but at the same time the whole drug thing wont work out with me and my life. FUCKKKK so close.
